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Muse - Nature 1
Alrighty, it has been ages since I have written here...
Since last post, I have fallen head over heels for a girl at my school. Trouble is... She's straight. So, even after telling her, I somehow have to keep my feelings in check around her, because I don't want her to feel uncomfortable, because even if I can't date her, I want to stay friends.
The little run in's with both of the 'boys' have ended, and I might have started something with another girl that I don't know if I can commit too due to me liking Straight girl, as I will call her.
Other than that, My best friend turned 18 last week, so her party was on Saturday night. It involved me comsuming vast amounts of alcohol, then having a 2 hour long conversation with an Caz about the reasons we broke up and how we could have never worked. As much as I say we would never work, there's a part of me that still believes if I had of been more commited to the relationship, it woulda turned out alright.
But, I have a problem with thinking, called 'not thinking'.